Here I am... again. After a long long time.
It happened so many things after my last post.
I went to Trieste and met beautiful people.And then back home.
Things are changing now.. they changed so quickly and feel myself in a limbo now.
I can't say to be happy not now. not really.
I really would like to move somewhere and being alone butting all my links to everybody except few very close people.
The situation in what I'm living now is clear to everybody and everybody simulate that all is ok.
Time is come. Time is gone.
Last week, after 2 year I could finally meet just for few hours my "syster".

Well.... she's not my real syster, of course.She's Serb and me Italian but with time I really consider her like a younger sister.

I had also the opportunity to meet two other beautiful people: Marko and his mother. She is a Serbian language teacher in a Niš high school.It has been very very hard to leave them in the late afternoon.
Even if I met them for the first time, it has been like knowing them like centuries....
I don't know what stopped me to leave all and follow them to Serbia.
It's incredible how I can feel closer to those people than firends here in Italy.
..I don't know...
I really hope that things will change soon in my life....